Monday, May 15, 2006
if only i could do what i think about.... it just holds me back
maybe this is it. it breaking me down.
i never know anymore. and i dont want to see him today. or tomorrow. this is getting bad. why cant i just listen to myself. but the thing is. i love him. and i want to be with him.... it feels like... like... he doesn't want to be with me. if i want to kiss.... its like he doesn't. and i cant help but think...oh he wants to kiss her. HER. grrr.... he thinks like i dont want him to have friends... but why is she the ONLY one who bugs me? ew i hate bugs.
well.... thinking about that. cant wait to see minty... oh and i hope for this job i'm going in for a interview today! i need to be doing something. and making $$$.
okay...byebye
Posted at 01:40 pm by kristen2
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i dont know how long it has been... but i know go by the name.... willie. hehehheehhe JUST KIDDING! hehehehehahahahhaa
well i'm still here in arkansas... and i have nothing to do... and i just thought i would write in here, even though no one reads this. but.... i will . so there.
i'm tired... but i have to stay up to talk to drew. we dont get to talk that much anymore. and its sad. and i know its going to get worse... cause of his work. and minty is going to be working there too!!! lucky ducky!! but its cool. she will be with them... and i wont. hahaha... i dont know how that is cool... but i will say it is. and hi. to everyone who is not reading this. i will go now. and maybe write later... when maybe i make since.... yeah? okay...
bye bye
Posted at 07:29 pm by kristen2
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
thinking about... nothing else...
he's all i know... he all i want... he's the one i want to grow old with....
is it possible to fine someone like him... i didnt think it was.... but i did. and was it love at first sight?... just we kept it secret for a few days....
i love him with all my heart... and i want to be in his arms now...
because he is perfect, for me anyways........ because..........
he kisses me whenever we are just standing around
he makes me laugh with inside jokes, and little things he just does....
he and i can talk about anything... even... if we both didn't want to talk about something
he will listen to me and understand, even if he doesn't agree
he loves me....
and i love him
and i think i'll go to bed.... i'm sleepy now....
so...goodnight....
i love everyone... but i was just thinking of my CUTE boyfriend my scootly-do
Posted at 11:00 pm by kristen2
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
i love him....
Posted at 11:50 am by kristen2
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Friday, September 30, 2005
1. What color underwear are you wearing now?
my american eagle- enthusiastic learner underwear
2. What are you listening to right now?
Boy Meets World- cory is talking...
3. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
75
4. What was the last thing you ate?
wheat thins...yummmoooo
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
purple
6. How is the weather right now?
alittle cool!
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
....um....drew, last night
8. The first things you notice about the opposite sex?
smile... and eyes
9. Favorite type of Food?
garlic mashed potatos!...yummo!!........goodness...
10. Do you drink?
water!!! and juice!!! ...alcohol...nope...
11. Do you smoke?
of course not!
12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
nope...
13. Hair color?
brown...dark brown
14. Eye color?
brown...with some green sometimes.... and some yellow...oh yeah... they look cool sometimes
15. Do you wear contacts?
i did for awhile
16. Single?
no... i'm in love.................with him, haha...look at us!
17. Favorite Month?
...hum....july?
18. Have you ever cried for no reason?
yeah......haha
19. Last Movie you Watched?
.....um.... i went and saw the corpse bride in the theaters last weekend
20. Favorite Day of the Year?
um.....everyday.....in california...hehe
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
um..... it matters... i kissed dewey...that was pretty brave...
22. Hugs or Kisses?
both.... i dont want to choose..... and i dont have 2. so i get both!....yey!
23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate!
24. Do you want your friends to respond?
yeah i do!!
25. Who is most likely to respond?
........leslie?
26. Who is least likely to respond?
dewey
27. What books are you reading?
none........how sad... i need to get a new book!!!
28. Piercings?
oh yeah.... oh were?...my belly, ears and cartlige
29. Fav. Movie(s):
the notebook, just like heaven, and more.... i cant think of them...
30. Fav. baseball Team(s)?
um....dodgers?
31. Any pets?
two kitties!...sara and luke
32. aim? AOL?
AOL-beingkris87
33. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter popcorn....at the movies!
34. dogs or cats?
kitten's....awww...and puppys... i like both!
35. Favorite Flower?
awww.... the tradistional rose....light pink!!
36.Ever fired a gun?
edwin's gun....that was fun!!! oh yeah! i like shoting!!!! let do it again!
37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
long distance?....if i'm going to cali...by myself... i would want to fly...but if all of us were going on a raod trip.... CAR baby!!
38. Right handed or left handed?
right handed.
39. How many pillows do you sleep with?
one........
40. Who are you missing right now?
minty.......and of course dewey
41. Who do you think is gorgeous?
Rachel McAdams....and Ryan Gosling
42. Do you think your Ex misses you?
um...probaly not....
Posted at 02:09 pm by kristen2
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
"the beating of your heart baby..."
i'm supposed to be there.... I REALLY AM.... soo why am i staying here?
.... look what i do... when i'm here...
i have no one to take pics with! awww... i miss you minty, and les! and scooter, AWW and E D!!!! really... i miss you guys alot! .... how am i going to get there?............... ummm... nexxt summer, where to stay?
Posted at 03:25 pm by kristen2
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Friday, August 26, 2005
"i'm on my feet, i'm the floor, i'm good to go"
"i want to fall in love tonight"
awwwwww.... with drew of course! well i went to college today... I offically ended my first week of college... just 15 more weeks to go! hhehe.... and then its WONDERFUL christmas... and i hope to go to cali... or they come out here!! minty would love the snow...or snnnnnnnooooooooowwwwwwww.... as her and chelsea used to say!!! hehe...haha...hehe........
well... levi thinks i'm depressed! I'M NOT LEVI!! REALLY.... i'm just sad sometimes! everyone is like that! but i do miss everyone!
i have my second day of work today... *i hope i do well*.... ashy will be working with me for a hour...JUST A HOUR... grrr-ness..... hehe... well ANYWAYS...
me and dewey talked last night... but i was all sad..... i'm sorry scooter! but we made a new message for his cell phone! hehe... its kinda funny... i guess...(no really its SOOO FUNNY.........hehe......okay not that funny)... but... i'm doing okay... EXCEPT for the fact i have to get up REALLY early and be at work by 7:00am!!!!! ahhhh... its sucks! but its money...right?
oh and know what pissed me off today at school... i was trying to take notes... and my pens kept running out! GRRRRRRRR..... this is how i feel about that!
Posted at 02:57 pm by kristen2
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
well.... i'm in arkansas again.... WHICH SUCKS!
i've started college.... can you believe that?... it okay right now... i just hope i can do everything!
my mom talked to me about my future... and wants me to stay here....
i want to be with drew! i want my friends in california...... i want california... the beach! everything!
i had weird dreams last night...
i haven't talked to drew in a couples of nights... and thats not good... its all we have...
now i call lyssa "minty".... hehe... i love it!
OH!! and now i call drew "scooter"! hehe.......................
okay... well i'll talk later....
Posted at 02:10 pm by kristen2
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
well i haven't written in a long time... so i decided to.... NOW.... yey!!!!
Posted at 08:42 pm by kristen2
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
.... WELL TODAY IS DREW'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!! and... hes 17 like me now!!! haha.... and i didn't get to talk to him last night... or this morning... but i dont want to call him again and wake him up... because i dont think he wants to be waken up by me ANYMORE!!! grrrrrrrrrrr.... but i dont get to be with him... but i'm sending him something today... i hope he likes it. i miss him... GOSH I MISS HIM!!!!!
why cant i just be
there.....NOW???????
Posted at 06:28 am by kristen2
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